Everything comes from God alone.
Everything lives by his power, and
Everything is for his glory.
Romans 11: 36
The Lord has made everything for his own purpose.
Proverbs 16:4
So, it is God's fault!
I suppose I could be angry with Him, but today I am feeling angry and sorry for myself, and I have withdrawn from life, or rather, withdrawn from my 'lack of life', that would be a better statement.
I suppose I could be angry with Him, but today I am feeling angry and sorry for myself, and I have withdrawn from life, or rather, withdrawn from my 'lack of life', that would be a better statement.
It is Saturday morning, and I am back at square one, with no ENERGY, feeling lonely, and I have a huge headache, because I drank too much wine last night. I drank it all by myself, thinking it would dull the pain of rejection, that I am feeling. It didn't work, and now I feel terrible. Note to self: Wine does not work!
I am not feeling rejected because of the vehicle, I am feeling rejected because I am super sensitive and felt like I wasn't invited to go out last night to an event, that my entire family was attending. My kids wanted to go with their friends and wanted me to drive there by myself. So, I didn't go at all. Instead, I stayed home and felt sorry for myself. That does not work either.
Today, I am supposed to go back to the car dealership and look at another vehicle that is the same year as the one I wanted to buy but has almost double the mileage, is a V6 and not a V8, no sun roof, etc. etc. and it is approximately 5 K cheaper. It will be closer to being within my budget, but I am not at all excited about it, and I do not feel like dealing with car salesmen today. So, I don't plan on going.
Perhaps I need to get out into God's glory, as it is a beautiful warm fall day, and the sun is shining.
Day 7
I don't know how to glorify God. That is what this Chapter is about. I feel like my life is such a mess, and there is nothing glorified about it. I have no Energy. I don't even know if I want to glorify God, it all seems like too much work. God help me, I pray.
Point to Ponder:
It is all for Him.
Verse to Remember:
"For everything comes from God alone. Everything lives by his power, and everything is for his glory." Romans 11:36
Question to Consider:
Where in my daily routine can I become more aware of God's Glory?
I don't know. God show me your glory!
Today, I am supposed to go back to the car dealership and look at another vehicle that is the same year as the one I wanted to buy but has almost double the mileage, is a V6 and not a V8, no sun roof, etc. etc. and it is approximately 5 K cheaper. It will be closer to being within my budget, but I am not at all excited about it, and I do not feel like dealing with car salesmen today. So, I don't plan on going.
Perhaps I need to get out into God's glory, as it is a beautiful warm fall day, and the sun is shining.
Day 7
I don't know how to glorify God. That is what this Chapter is about. I feel like my life is such a mess, and there is nothing glorified about it. I have no Energy. I don't even know if I want to glorify God, it all seems like too much work. God help me, I pray.
Point to Ponder:
It is all for Him.
Verse to Remember:
"For everything comes from God alone. Everything lives by his power, and everything is for his glory." Romans 11:36
Question to Consider:
Where in my daily routine can I become more aware of God's Glory?
I don't know. God show me your glory!
I know where your coming from Simone. Maybe a little laughter would help? A good old fashioned comedy or tragedy perhaps. Just a good movie to escape for a couple of hours. I watched "Titanic" last night for about the 12th time! Cried at the end again! Love Di ♥
ReplyDeleteHi Diana,
ReplyDeleteThat is exactly what I ended up doing "watching a movie", but I am afraid my choice was rather depressing, it didn't help my mood. I love "Titanic", it always makes me cry too.
The warm sunny fall day, soon turned to cold dreary and rainy. So, I cleaned, did laundry, and had a rainy day nap.
I need a little laughter, thats for sure.
Simone